Zack : C me tonight?
GF: You want to c me? =) =D XD
Zack: No.
GF: Y?
Zack: I ask you if you want to c me doesn’t mean I wan to c you.
GF: If you duwan c me then never mind bah
Zack: Then you don’t have to c me anymore.
GF: Y cant c you anymore?
Zack: Coz I don’t want to c you anymore. Go and get a bf whose parents pay for every single thing he has and wont ask for your single cent.
GF: So last 2 day you were angry wif me abt this and wont even bother to c me n heck care walk away?? I just left 20bucks to 80 than I can dun need withdraw le
Zack: Forget it.
GF: Fine than forget it you know what was I thinking today coming back hm inside mrt! I saw raining outside I worrying abt you when you went for work I thinking have you bought your shirt should I get you 1 I went to shop for ties too I even noe what to tell my mum already & bought the jacket without you paying a cent.
Zack: I don’t need them anymore. Even you get me a jacket; it might not b the one I wanted. Anyway I already getting it soon.
GF: I don’t know what you want I know I will get wrong so I need you to go wif me.
Zack: I wonder you only think when we quarrel. I talk to you properly you don’t want to think.
GF: I already totally forgotten we quarrel.. and then you talk nicely I have no time to think what you say really make me heartbroken.
Zack: What I say?
GF: I didnyt went back hm tat day I stay under blk I too sad to walk away you left nt even a word is left behind just glance and walk off I broke into tears I waited for you to come back bt you never I was too hungry to walk hm bt no choice after you left the coffeeshop my tears start to flow so I went to buy sweets cheer myself up ask me to find a rich bf? I have it bt I still give up I choose you I love de is juraimie.
Zack: I left the coffee shop I told you im going home c daddy. Never mind, I don’t want to argue.
GF: This morning face innocent? I tell you bah my eyes swollen I hardly open this morning my eye was in pain whole day from yesterday I cry nt cos you go hm c ur daddy is what you say to me is hurting my heart n dun you worry I will nt be there wat make you think I be there my head and eye nt feeling well I go rest le
Zack: You don’t have to c me anymore cos I will never want to c you.
GF: Y you duwn wanna c me anymore?
Zack: Cos I don’t want to.
GF: Duno y you duwan c me anymore and you say till like that.
Well, all I can say is that, don’t you just feel a shame that your bf approach others who he doesn’t know well and they don’t know him well instead of asking help from you? Every time I scolded you, for not doing things right you give me another attitude of a holy bitch then now you say that when I talk nicely you don’t have the time to think? How the fuck should I actually communicate with you? Is it really necessary for me to shout and give a tight slap across your face to make you do things right? I don’t pretty much understand. Just leave me alone, stop contacting me. If you really love me, please leave me. I don’t love you anymore. Get off my life. Get yourself a rich boyfriend who don’t need your help. Your words are LIES. “I will always be there when you need me” is a total piece of trash.
If you really love someone, let him/her go. If he/she really meant for you, he/she will come back..
This afternoon I got to know my attachment venue and time I am supposed to be reporting; 7 Bedok South at SCS with monthly allowance of $550. I told my girl friend I need a jacket-cum-raincoat so it is more comfortable and easier for me to bring as I don’t need a bag to carry my raincoat. I can wear that jacket straight when I go down my house. After knowing that the jacket I wanted to buy was $125, she simply said, “Ask daddy help la.”
It is already good enough that my dad wanted to help me pay for my insurance; costing around $1600. Still she asked me to ask my dad for help for the raincoat. I asked her why she can’t help me out. She gave a bullshit reason that her mom will scold her. In my heart I said to myself, “It is not yesterday I know you. You don’t give a damn even when mommy scolds you. You don’t even care much and go ahead with the abortion costing $600 and you overcome when mommy scolded you that time. But you just can’t help me to get my jacket. Fine, I don’t need your help.
I wasn’t in the mood after the things she said. I walked off from the coffee shop saying that I’m going to talk to my dad. I gave my brother a call, he suggested me to get an Arai jacket, costing $60, instead of the Rainbuster, the one I wanted. I asked my girlfriend again she give said yes with an attitude of a holy bitch. Fine again, I don’t need your help.
I went home to see my dad when I notice my mom started to nag at me even before I step my foot in the house. I went to my room. In a desperate need to cool down myself, I changed to my shorts and take my stuff to wash my bike. I went down and saw my girlfriend at my void deck.
Someone unexpected gave me a call asking me where I was. I told her I am going to wash my bike. She told me to come down to Yishun multi-storey car park, the one beside the Yishun mosque. I went to my bike, started my engine and went off without talking to my girlfriend. She introduced me to all her friends. Somehow she knew that I wasn’t in the mood and asked me what happened. I told her my condition. Shockingly, she is willing to help me.
She saw my road tax disc and asked me whether I have gone for my inspection. Obviously I said no. She offered me some help with transferring all my illegal parts to her friends’ original parts just till the day my inspection has cleared. Her friends looked at my bike and asked me whether I reset the mileage counter every time I pump my petrol. I told him yes I did. “Your mileage already 164. How? JB tonight? 2am?” he said. I was planning to go JB alone that day, but luckily they are going as well.
We went JB exactly at 2.15am, had our supper there, got our petrol and cigs then everyone proceeded back home.
A thing that I have learned today is: Not everyone who you expect able to help you will help you. Those least expected ones are the one willing to help.
Like usual. Night riding. But tonight is special.
Ama, Kai, Merv and me went to Madinah at
We made a right turn towards Lentor Ave. Merv went off first while I was tailing his rear wheels, Ama and Kai remained far behind. We were at the centre lane when a car just overtook us from the right. We were at 90kmh at that point of time. Then I saw there was a TP chasing that car. Merv and I passed safely.
I stopped at Presbyterian High waiting for Ama and Kai. I waited around 15 minutes and gave Ama a call. He told me that he and Kai had been stopped by a TP. 10 minutess later Ama told me to meet at Lisoon. I arrived there shortly.
Ama told me initially the TP who chase that car wanted to stop me for reckless riding, which will end up as a court case. But he gave a chase to that car instead as he overtook us at 119kmh, Ama was told by the TP. I was pretty lucky to get away with that. If not because of the car, Merv and I would have been stopped. I would be summoned for reckless and Merv would be summoned for no front P-plate.
Ama was summoned $120 for not displaying the P-plate even he gave the reason that the P-plate is in his bag as it would fly away while on ride.
Kai was summoned $170; $120 for not visible P-plate as he hid it behind his tinted bubble and $50 for tinted visor. He already had a summoned for tinted visor on 3rd of Feb and now he got it again.
Our night riding tonight is very expensive.
Today is the day for my last exam, today is also the day for Mervin medical check up for National Service. But the most important part of all is today is CJ’s 2B Traffic Police Test and he cleared that test this time round. Today is also the day he collects and rode his bike.
After I went for my exams, I met Kai under my girlfriend’s block and proceed to Sin Boon Motor for new brake pads for my front calipers. I am now using SBS brake pads for my front. All I could say is that it is more efficient, and gives a better braking feel. Obviously it should as it cost $35 rather than my usual $22 brake pads.
I contacted Ama and Mervin to meet at Casaurina Curry, but those stupid jerks didn’t turn up. I asked my girlfriend to call Tammy to ask her where Mervin is. She has no idea and told me maybe he would be at SSDC as Galvin is taking his Prac 6. I proceed to SSDC with Kai, when I noticed that my back brake light is not working. I tried my bulb on Mervin’s bike and his bulb on my bike. But his bulb is also not working.
We went to Aik Leong while Galvin is having his practical and I told Mervin to contact CJ. He came over in less than 15 minutes. I gave them some tips about defensive riding, and talk about what we always do when we are around; nothing but bikes. It was already 10pm so we wanted to go to SSDC to fetch Galvin after his practical.
Kai and Mervin went off first, when I saw CJ struggling with his bike. His bike has low idling rpm making him stall every time he closes the throttle. I made some amendments with his idle timing and it felt ok for that period of time. Mervin, Galvin and Kai came to Aik Leong to meet me and CJ. We decided to go Mustapha Centre to get tools for CJ.
We followed him change his clothing then we proceeded to Mustapha Centre to get the stuff. Time went pretty quickly then we moved off to Punggol to slack a while. Kai and me escorted CJ back home, then I sent my girlfriend back home, then we went Lisoon to meet An.
Kai, Dinie and I went for late night dinner at
We went for 3 laps around Yishun Pasir Gudang Circuit, Yishun Ring Road. We did a warm up to heat up our tires while I told them the hazards around the place example the uneven road in front of Ahmad Ibrahim Primary. I lead them for the 1st lap then I let them first for the second and third.
I remained behind as Kai went ahead of Dinie to look at the way Kai enters and exits the corners. From the way I see him corner, I would say that he entered most of the corner pretty confidently even though there is some part that he brake too early making his lining all cork up.
We went to my void deck after 3 laps and giving comments about his cornering. I told him its risky to corner with the tires he is using now, which is F1000 for front and Thailand-made-Dunlop for rear. His rims also might give way as he is not using sport rims and they couldn’t withstand such great pressure during entering a corner.
But everything was a good experience for him and for all of us to learn..
We went JB today with Ama, Dan and Zal. We went to Azul to look for the screw on the engine that Ama lost. We proceed to the
We were supposed to make a left turn in front of us. Dan was leading, he had signaled. Zal was second and I was third. All of us has already signaled. We were on the right lane at that point of time, trying to squeeze our way pass a bus which is on our left and the bus is signaling right. First 3 of us managed to squeeze our way pass the bus but Ama went straight ahead.
The mistake Ama made was he didn’t brake by the road shoulder. Instead he just moved on and on. I didn’t care much about things when I’m hungry and need to eat. So we hurried went to Stuland Laut to eat Tomyam while Zal and Dan still worrying about Ama. Around 15 to 20 minutes later, he called An who is at
He blamed us for not waiting for him. But he didn’t think that he can slow down behind the bus and stop after missing the left turn we were supposed to make. How fast can the bus go? How fast can a KR150ZX go? Even if he wanted to squeeze, why didn’t he drop 2-3 gears to pick up? Some times people have no brains to think while they are on wheels. This kind of late thinking is pretty much essential in riding. If you can’t think that quickly, ride a bicycle.
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